Mental #@@&###@#!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes I just want to cry at nothing
Most times I just want the world to fade away
Other times I just want to be
And these comes when I realise how lonely I am

Sometimes it makes me think if I'm not created
Most times, it makes me think I'm not meant to have what others have
Other times it makes me feel I will never have
And these comes because I'm lonely

Sometimes I feel I'm not there
Most times I feel insignificant
Other times I feel like an empty bottle in an ocean
Blindly following the toss of the waves

Sometimes I feel I need therapy
But where I come from it doesn't exist except psychiatric
I think I'm okay writing to myself
These actually is my therapy